But I am really gonna do everything once I start college. Joining various clubs, doing community service, gaining job experience, studying my ass off. Although I know my laziness will kick in often, I try to have the willpower to overcome it. I strive to have the motivation my mother had . What I really want to do after UH Manoa is to be accepted into Stanfords Medical School. Seems like a dream so far away, but hopefully within the four years at UH, I will be able to get there… Closer than ever before :)
Although I may have thought this before, I am definitely sure that he is truly the one for me :) I truly truly hope that we can be together forever :)

Every Girl`s Dream:
- Get kissed in the rain.
- Have that one hot kiss where your pressed against the wall.
- Have a guy who thinks she`s the world.
- Have a guy who holds on as long as possible when giving hugs.
- A guy who whispers he loves her in her ears.
- Have that moment where you just gaze into each others eyes.
- When you cry, he kisses your tears away.
- When you`re not with your guy he`s all that you can think about.
- Wearing his jacket and every time you breath in, his scent surrounds you.
- A guy who will watch any movie with her, no matter how teary eyed she may get.
- A guy who squeezes her hand.
- A guy who says he loves her and means it.
- A guy who will play her favorite song outside her window.
- A guy who is loyal.
- A guy who will sing to her no matter how bad he is at it.
- A guy who will kiss her on the forehead.
- A guy who will call her beautiful or adorable. Not hot, fine, or sexy.
- A guy who will never judge her for how she looks.
- A guy who says cheezy stuff to her just to make her smile.
- A guy who`s the same when he is with her and when with friends.
- A guy who tells her everything honestly.
- A guy who`s good with her family and introduces her to his family.
- A guy who will always let her win.
- A guy who stands up for her no matter who it is against.
- A guy who calls her at night just to say ‘hi’ and see how her day has been.
- A guy who tells her that her smile makes his day and makes everything better.
- A guy who will sit on the phone with her when she`s sad, even if she`s quiet.
- A guy who she can hangout and have fun with.
- A guy who will just randomly call her for no reason at all, just because he misses her.
- A guy who will hold her hand through the roughest parts of life.
- A guy who would love her forever no matter the circumstance.
- A guy who wouldn`t mind her wanting to get all dressed up and do herr make up for him. Even if he says he likes her better without make up.
- A guy who runs his fingers through her hair, like he’s washing her worries and troubles away.
- A guy whom she can be herrself with and he will never give a care and would still tell her that she`s amazing to him.
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I honestly am looking forward to these things :)
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- For constantly wanting to talk to you.
- For getting sad, when you take long to reply.
- For saying things that might piss you off.
- For coming off as annoying.
- If you dont want to talk to me as much as I wanna talk to you.
- If I think about you too much and too often.
- If I tell you about my pointless drama when you dont really care.
- If I come off as being clingy..
I just wanted to say, I miss you.
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Mmmm :)
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